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My world comprises of LO the little one, OA the other adult at home, kiddo the brother :)

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May 8, 2009

Me.. The Mom

How do you feel now that you are a mother?? This is one question that I loved asking my friends enjoying the motherhood and now when it is my turn it somehow feels so unreal at times and ecstatic at others.

It has been nearly a month and I still am to come to terms with the fact that I have this tiny little baby all for myself, who is entirely dependent on me and everything that I do or dont do will have an impact on her for the rest of both of our lives.

She is the one I have always wanted, the most precious gift to me. I have always wondered how it feels and now I know.. like I read or heard somewhere, it is like my heart outside my body. She has been a part of me for so long that she still feels like an extended body part to me.

On her way out, she has left a baby-shaped hole in my heart which I can feel, hear, see, and kiss for real. When they say that a woman is complete when she becomes a mother, it might not always be true because completion means a lot of things to a lot of people. For me, being complete is giving a meaning to our own life and to the people around us. She has made me a mother and it is up to me to bring her up and make myself complete. She has started a new chapter in my life and giving meaning to it is in my hands now. God give me the strength to be worthy of being a mother to this tiny angel.

It is like ME in me has given way to HER in my life and with one look, she has earned a slave for life in me. I reiterate my promise to you my LO that I will be there no matter what until the time you need me and I pledge my life to you and your well-being!!


Kolli said...

Congratulations on being a mom. I came across your blog while searching for the song "Evaru raayagaru amma anu....." from amma raajeenaama.
Quite intriguing! Added the link to my feed and came back to congratulate you. I always wanted to spend time to write but always postponed it. I was almost going to pin in on my 1 yr old son, but decided against it after looking at your post :)
So your little one is 1month old huh... Enjoy her as much as you can and yes keep writing as well... catch you later.

Ramya said...

Hi Sree, Nice write up, shows Mother in you is happy...Enjoy your Motherhood

Kalpana said...

You will do a great job, dear!!! :)

mommyof2 said...

congrats!!! You will be a wonderful mommy:-)hugs

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