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Apr 28, 2010

Malle Pandiri Needalona.....


This song from the movie Maayadaari Malligaadu is something which I remembered suddenly the other day when I lie down watching the Jasmine plant move spreading its fragrance in a cool breezy summer night.. lying next to my daughter taking in her baby powder and soap scent, that tiny body curled into a ball sleeping blissfully, with work done and no one else to talk to, it felt like I got transferred to heaven for a while with a tiny angel to just wipe away all the tears in my life.

Hmm... after initial hiccups in shifting, the first thing I am told to do was to pluck away all the leaves from the jasmine plant so that it produces new leaves and bloom beautifully. I dont usually put flowers in my hair, I like them on the plants, I love them in the temple on the God. I am not a flower-flower bouquet, bud type of a person, gift me a plant, am happy, gift me a flower, I might accept it with a smile but my heart some feels ill at ease.. but thanks to the severe nerve pain and headache I am told to put jasmine flowers as the smell is supposed to be good for people with headache trouble.. never knew this one.. but it does really work.. take my word for it.. that soothing smell works wonders.

Sleeping outside taking in fresh air is something which I had done almost a couple of decades ago, doing it again with my daughter is a different inexpressible feel altogether, watching the moon and stars with her, the clouds, the tree branches, the scent of flowers from the trees, the silence of the night and the voice of my daughter, the gibberish she tries to share with me, the gibberish (in her opinion) I share with her... is there anything else that is magical in life?

Eppudo chinnappudu mallepoolu maala katti ammamma pedite pettukodam, ledante kosukuni rammante dodlokelli kosukocchi platelo poyyadam tappa malle antu gurinchi peddaga eppudu aalochinchaledu eppudu kooda... aakulu doosesina malle chettu vaaram tiragaka munupey aakulu chigurinchi, mogga todigi, poolu vicchi, suvaasanalu vedajallutoo edo cheppaleni madhuramaina anubhootini naalo nimpi vellipoyindi.. prakrutilo unna healing power ento telisindi.

ninna madhya raatri challani pilla gaalulu veestoo, manasu anta idi ani cheppaleni oka santrupti toti nindipoyi prakrutini aasvaadistunna vela.. naalo teliyani oka sunnita vyaktitvam tongi choosindi, inka delicacy anedi naalo entamaatram migalaledemo ani anumanaam kaadu khacchitamga nirdaarana chesukunnaaka vacchina aa talapulu ippudu alochistunte naakey ento vintaga undi..

enno alochanalu, naa gurincho bhavishyattu gurincho, pandugaadi gurincho kaadu... aa malle chettu gurinchi...

sarvam marichi nidraavastalo unna nannu edo teliyani sakti okkasaariga tatti lepindi...
kaaranam entaa ani lechina nenu, naa chuttu unna parisaraalani choosi, antaa bagundaa,
naa bidda nidrapotundaa anni sarichoosukuni nidrakupakraminchabotundaga evaro pilichinattu oka bhaavana....
edurugaa choostey pacchati aakulato, tellani virisina mallelato, vaatininchi vastunna gubhaalimputo andamga ento vayyaram pilla temmeralato syeaatalu aadutunna aa malle poda....

Pandiri kaadu chinni guburulaanti poda, jeevitaanike bhaashyam cheptunnattuga naa mundu nunchundi, nannu tatti pilichindi... pandu venello malle chettu needalo ee jeevitarahasyaalenno unnattugaa anipinchindi, neeto cheptaaraa ani kekesinattuga anipinchindi.

...atumonnati daaka muduru aakulato, matti pattesi, poolu leka modulaaga unna okate poyinaa okate annattuga unna chettu
...monnati daaka aakulu doosesi karra pullalala gumpu laaga unna chettu.
...kotta chiguru vesi, mogga todigi, poolu virisi ninnati vaanaki tadichi, pattina dummu vadili edo vinta nootana sobhani inumadimpa chesukundi
...tarachi chooste jeevita paramaarthaanni chaati cheppindi, modu aipoyindi anukunna bratukuki chinni saayam... aaku dooyadam.. tirigi manam chesina chinna saayaaniki adi icche trupti velakattalenidi kadaa.

poda meeda ninchi puvvu meedaki dhyaasa mallistey enno prasnalu
puvvu jeevitam konni kshanaalu, gantalu ledantey rojulu kaani aa andam anubhavinchaale kaani varnincha lenanta untundi.. naaku puvvuni gurinchi oka nirdishtamaina abhipraayam undi adi chettununtey baaguntundi ani.. kaani antalone oka anumaanam, puvvuki elaa untey istham???

mogga ninchi puvvugaa maari aa puvvu kommaney raalipote artham enti?
chettuna untey daani jeevitakaalam ekkuva untundi, talalo pettukunte adi tondaraga vaadipotundi anedi naa bhaavana.. kaani edo oka vidhamga maanavaaliki upayogapaddaanu kadaa ani adi santrupti pondutundemo kadaa?
devudi paadaala vaddaku cheri jeevitham saardhakam ayyindi anukuntundaa? manishi mukthi kosam aasapaddattey adi kooda tahatahalaadutunda?

oka pootaloney raalipoye puvvu jeevita paramaardham enti?
santoshaaniki prateekaga kalakalalaadutoo koddi kaalam jeevinchinaa andari chetaa ishtapada badatamane mahattaramaina varam daaniki undi kanaka aa puvvuki anta sobha vacchindaa?

aunooo elanti rangu ruchi roopam leni raallaki chaavu anedi lekundaa, muripinchi maripinche ee chitti chitti poolaki enduku devudu chaala takkuva jeevitam prasaadinchaadu?

naaku adbhutasaktlu vastey nenu poolaki nenu kotta praanam poyana, jeevam penchanaa.. asalidantaacheyyagalanaa... aina enno alochinchi ento lotugaa undelaaga shrushti nirmaanam chesina devudu edokati alochinchakundaa alaa chesi undadu kada, roju kottagaa poostunnay kaabatte aa poolakanta viluvemo?? emo..

ilaa alochanalu saagipotundagaa eppudu vacchindo teliyani nidra naatopaatu naa alochalani kooda sedadeerchindi.... aa chigurinchina mallepodalaaga nee jeevitam kooda kotta puntalu tokkutundi, nee chinna mogga puvvaina rojuna daanito paatu nuvvu kooda parimalistaavu ani naa hrudayaaniki ooratanicchinattuga anipinchina ee anubhooti oka kalaa nijamaa?? emo kaani adi migilchina teeyadanam velalenidi.

vetakaaley kaani prati anuvulonu jeevana paramaartham guppinchi pampinchaadu kadaa aa paivaadu!!!

Pic Courtesy: Net

4 comments:

Sireesha said...

Wow, you do have good poetic sense.

ఏకాంతపు దిలీప్ said...

Yes, you do have :)

Nature,when paid attention, mellows one's soul. Wish you have more such moments...

Sree said...

must say I surprised myself :).. and thanks for the wishes.

Renuka said...

Sree...A much different post from you...I do agree with everyone above, you have a great poetic sense...I'm amazed at it.

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