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Jul 8, 2010

Torn... !!!! Helpless......!!!!

There are times when you feel you need to do something ASAP but are tied down due to a lot of restrictions.. you feel a lot for a loved one but end up being a mute spectator as her life is battered time and again.. I feel tied up.  I feel that if there is one person I could kill at this very moment that is him..so what is the cause and who is that person who evokes those really violent feelings in me... Well, this a friend's personal life and I cant really divulge the name and place she stays right now but I just hope there comes a time when I can do that and relieve her from those clutches...

I feel like something is going to burst in me seeing her helpless... I fail to understand why she has to put up with it all.. I fail to understand why she is trying to be a God.  I fail to understand why she is punishing herself really bad!!! I fail to understand anything at all!!!

There are predators in the world.. Beware!!! For those looking out for marriage alliances through net, check out, check out the references thoroughly, verify, cross verify, re-verify.

I have not seen a fraud of this magnitude so upclose in my life... this has been eating me from within, I had to vent it somewhere...

what did she do to deserve this???

Once married with kids, marries again for money, spends every single paisa provided by the girl's parents, takes every single penny of her pay, creates rifts between her and parents when they see through the farce and are no longer willing to shell up the money, takes all possible loans on her name, does not eat the food cooked by her, leaves her in a lurch when in need, denies her a right of children, starts and ends a day with a lie, that chimpazee faced idiot *&%*&^(*&)(&09][#^%(*&*)(&.... criticizes her and fights with her...


why the hell is she bearing it all... I dont know..


why am I silent...
I am respecting her request for silence for a while until she sorts out her own issues..
I cant provide a solution for the rest of her life when my own life is in a mess..
I am plain helpless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God, I have heard from amma that you deep fry people in hot oil who sinned on earth, you make them walk on thorns and fire.... show me that you are there by doing it to that guy, do something... show some divine justice... I just want to wipe her life clean but feel so sick!!!!! that sick b&^$&*&*#$^...

give her some peace.. from the day she married him, I have never seen her get a wink of peaceful sleep or a moment of truth... isnt 6 yrs too long to go through that hell???

Send in your wishes that she sees sense and he is put to justice....

I am still seething, even venting out here does not seem to help!!!!!!!!!!!

6 comments:

Renuka said...

Sree...Dont take too much to heart...i know, it hurts to see our loved ones going thru such life.., but when we cant change anything...all we can try to do is to show her different prospectives and give the courage to deal things better!

Kalpana said...

I wish her good luck... she suffered enough but again it's upto her to decide what she really wants...

Sree said...

@Caps... aa daridrudini chooste emi chesina paapam ledu anipistundi Caps... aa picchi maalokam vaadini inka enduku protect chestundo teliyatledu... vaadini mediaki eedchi, aavidani maanasikamga champesi uselessga renderchesinanduku nadiveedilo naalu tannaali ani undi....

manushulu inta chandaalamga kooda undagalaru ani telustundi vaadini chooste... sick sick sick.

Sree said...

@Renu.. I feel like kicking myself for being unable to do anything for her.. I should be able to be there for her all through my life if she comes with me.. I will, no doubt but it is up to her to believe it and understand that she wont be a burden on me or anyone for that matter.. that b*(%^&%*% just stole her confidence :(((

Sunita said...

I hope things sort out soon.. One quote comes to my mind, "Even the darkest shadow says that there is a more powerful light nearby casting it".
I know you are extremely angry with your helplessness in this situation, but I feel the only thing you can do is be the required moral support and show her other perspectives! I sincerely pray she comes out the mess.

Sree said...

@Sunitha.. she needs them badly Sunitha :((...

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