There is neither a structure nor a texture to this blog. The subject matter can be anything and everything under the sky that I feel about at any given point that I happen to sit and blog rambling about everything in general. My thoughts and views are basically influenced by what I read, hear, gather, and ponder... if there is any copyright violation which I have not duly acknowledged, kindly let me know.

My world comprises of LO the little one, OA the other adult at home, kiddo the brother :)

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Nov 10, 2012

Damarukam.... GRrrrr!

So, I wasted 2 consecutive days for this movie.. wanted to watch it first day first show one last time with the whole gang, mass style before I leave.. but damn those financier issues or whatever.. the kids waited up in queue and at 11:15, they say no show today.. when is the show.. no idea?  any chances of tomorrow.. no idea???

I ring up siri and she says isnt it on screen today.. so quick searching and hunting done Praveen  from nagfans and got the news... so the after flop show, we all return, tired, cursing...

a few more bye-byes.. and all set to leave the village tomorrow... pain???  I dont/cant really feel it... it is basically lack of any sensation as of now... GOT TO SEE!!!

Nov 9, 2012

At peace with self

some serious planning to catch up First Day First Show of Damarukam, my fav Nag movie!!.. goes Phusss... 'cos the release is postponed by a day and we end up going to Angaluru, sang noon arthi heartfully... no matter what I say about my current spiritual status, I still find peace with God, being one in his presence... divine presence just fills the heart with so much of pleasure.

need to take a few more pics as keepsakes and memories... life on a fast track..

Nov 8, 2012


It is like I am vomiting posts today... eeks! that was gross but I guess that is how is my mood today... slept today as well.. went to the kid's first school, gave away her dress/shoes and stuff to be given to some kid in need and got a couple of T-shirt with school's logo gifts... took a few snaps as keepsakes and there we say bye to her first official school memories!...

Washed the car for one last time, typical desi style, near a fresh water pond, took up a lot more pics of typical lifestyle..

moving stuff out of the village - done.
got the dresses stitched, trial worn, and ironed... ready!! - done
Official Bye Byes.. Done.
one last check and complete packing from here... yet to do!

Things are getting done faster than anticipated... it is like this moment this and next moment that... 

I slept the whole day.. got tired doing nothing, came back, lazed a bit, now blogging yet again... I am going crazy and the best place to go crazy is my blog like always... Godddddddd!!!

Nov 7, 2012

... and that is me ???..!!

So, if you are not already surprised at so much of background action that had been happening in the past few months, here I go surprising myself as well :).. I finally got hooked on to Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand.

Well, to those of you who know me through the blog or even in person know me that I can read anything and everything including the paper that anything comes wrapped in, for some odd reason I had never been able to read this one.

To begin with, my ignorant self did not even know tat Ayn Rand was a female author, well I am pretty ignorant that way unless the names are obviously gender specific I cannot figure out who is who :( and then when my bro, the English loving, complicated reading mahatma often quoted and said he loved it and then RGV also says it is a great book I tried to pick it up a lot of times and could not go beyond a page or for that matter could not even finish a line or two, I guess the reluctance was due to the size and also the fact that I am really scared of my brother's high-fi choice of reading complicated English stuff that kind of put me off.

When packing off stuff, I chanced up on this book yet again and this time, happily set packing aside and got hooked on to it and really found it engrossing.. am surprising myself quite often lately but this beats everything.. :).. and I have to forcibly tear myself out from it to get me back to task and vow to myself that this is what I want to read after I settle at the other end of the globe and not here..!!

and suddenly after I am done with majority moving stuff, I sit back and think about the recent happenings, it just leaves me wondering is that me????

Virtual to Real

Life these days is mostly around the www or web for a lot of us, more than citizens of a nation, we are kind of netizens and specially me.. to think about it, I got married through that, stayed married through that and I guess got back my life and myself because of that in a nutshell.  I have a life but most of it is related directly or indirectly to people who I interact through the net.  For a while now, I have been interacting and in touch with my net buddies than my real ones thanks to the place that I chose to stay in.

Must give myself credit to me for keeping in touch with all my buddies right through my school and maintaining those healthy contacts and of course them too for just picking up where we left each time we meet up and make the bond stronger.

The first ever virtual buddy who met me was Smiley  and the one I badly wanted to meet and met was Uma, the Lioness in her den with her new cub :), amazing peace and positivity.

I respect my VB (virtual buddies) and take a lot of inputs from them, be there for them as they are for me but the thought of meeting them in person kind of never really stayed for longer and neither did it materialize until one fine morning where I get a call from my cheerful and talented buddy Keeks, that she wants to meet me up at my place.. phew!! surprise a buddy really wants to travel all the way down just to meet me up in this remote place, happy undoubtedly I was but that kind of jolted me out of my inertia and shook me up from my laziness and then starts the spree of meeting buddies whenever possible... all thanks to her.

I have been hanging out in a virtual community, sisterhood that helps in time of need.. so much so that if you want an answer to a query in an instant any time of the day, it is there for you in minutes, authentic, genuine and help offered.  I decided for the big move and there are my buddies there waiting for me though they have not seen me EVER!! trusting me, rooting for me, willing to take me in.. touched.

Kavitha met me at Cap's place and then me with Caps, rounded up all the buddies from the hangout one after the other, P family with their parents, siri, kavya, Harini and then Sowmya all the way from Bangalore.  It was fun, very exciting, some times surprising them, some times surprising ourselves.. but one thing I found was I was comfortable all through, never like, meeting for the first time or meeting outside.. here we were going to their homes, meeting them up and receiving love and friendship with the little ones in tow.. thank you all!!

Then the mega meet, the most awaited and wanted one happened, at the most unexpected place, met Apple and Pandu in Guntur.. now who would have expected that place of all.. a lot of things happened and since we badly wanted to catch up, ended up meeting at OH's relatives' function :).. where there is a will there is a way you see :).

Winding up has been a pain but it had been a little stressful thanks to these mini meets and waiting up for a few more ones lined up...

thank you one and all... cant thank you enough!

Nov 4, 2012

Happy Sad!

Winding up life in village is a lot more tougher than anticipated, I had been bracing myself for it for quite some time but somehow it just does not sink in...!

and being thrown into a place like Hyderabad at its peak traffic hours does not help much either..!  A big move ahead, so much of excitement in life, positive, negative, happy, sad.. never a dull moment.. too much of anticipation, too many good byes... from relaxation to routine... a vital change waiting to happen...

reading books, watching movies, meeting friends, packing stuff, unpacking some, changing some places, some things, some thoughts, leaving behind some people, some memories..

adding new people to life, throwing some out... sad realizations, happy revelations... ups and downs and highs and lows...

last few weeks of life is a mixture of all possible human emotions with a big re-settling challenge ahead..

Hope things are going smooth with you guys!! miss opening up so much of thought process going on in mind but I guess it is best the way it is right now...

good day!

For Evil Eyes on LO